My Dad's Best

My dad and eldest sister having big argument related to money. My sister gone mad and scolding plus cursing my dad. I don't like her so much as she often think every word and every thing she done correct.

This morning I wake up having chest pain, could it be sign that I am going to have heart attack? I hope not, I know I need to think and take care of my health. Dad just sms me again saying that he given her MYR$1,000 to settle problem and hope that my siblings no more argument of her.

I know my dad knows more of me and also my mom knows more of me. But I am not telling them everything, I fear they will be not happy and worry of me. My relationship sometimes rocking hard and I am trying to survive in it and maintain it.

Not everything can be settle the easy way out, not for me not in my family! Even though I have brothers and sisters but they are busy with their work and life. They are no interested to know about my life and they always think I am alright.

So I let them think that everything is alright. Sometimes I break down and cry on my own nobody knows about it. Even though having friends around you do not make them know what situation and condition you are in.

Like I say some friends just want to achieve their sales target so they keep pursua you to buy.